-------------------------------------------------------------- Permission granted by author for anyone to distribute this writing free of charge (including translation into any language)...under condition that no profit is made therefrom, and that it remain intact and complete, including title and credit to the original author. Ezekiel J. Krahlin http://www.gay-bible.org -------------------------------------------------------------- GAY-BASHING AMENDMENT DEFEATED! © 2004 by Ezekiel J. Krahlin (Jehovah's Queer Witness) On Wed, 14 Jul 2004 a Gaynetizen posted: << Demos should be berating the hostility and hatred of the GOPer party, not sitting on their hands weeping about equality. ...Demos should be on the offensive (dare I say pre-emptive?) side of equality. Blast the GOPers for their homophobia and don't apologize for equality and fair play. >> Truer words were never said. Let this be our lesson: how much more gay hateful than most of us ever imagined, are large segments of the Amerikan population. And how unCARing are more liberals, Democrats, and other among our so-called "allies", than most of us ever dreamed. I figured this out some years back, and alerted our community as to the incredibly extensive hatefulness the average Amerikan hetero holds against queers. Most in our community chastised and mocked me for making such an "outrageous" claim (this was back in 1997-98). But I knew I was right, as I tested my assumption in various ways...only to have my suspicions loudly affirmed. I scratched the surface to discover the Beast of Homophobia almost everywhere, including in Gay Mecca, including in the Castro. But most queers preferred to assume we have more allies than ever...they just never bothered to test that belief. I did. I warned our community that we have far fewer allies in politics (or anywhere else), than we could ever imagine. I warned how vicious homophobes are...as made so manifestly clear in the so-called Religious Reich. I also warned Canadian gays who are way-too self assured, that homophobia would never get out of hand in their more reasonable society. And they still are overly, smugly complacent...thus my warning still stands. For me, this is our real lesson: the vehemence against us, the conniving against us, the scapegoating against us is beyond all proportion even when compared to other vilified minorities (including blacks, in part because of their own horrific record of gay bashing, thanks to their churches). Now, we have been shown both the viciousness of the Right, and the spinelessness of the Left, the Center, the Moderate, the Libertarians, the Greens, and the Independents. (Have I forgotten anyone? Probably. Let my accusation apply to these people, too.) We have no real allies...we have neither the church, the temple, the synagogue, the mosque, to support us in our struggles (unlike any other oppressed minority on earth)...nor do we have the support of family (unlike any other oppressed minority on earth). Now, we know just how awful the vast majority of heteros are...they are pure scum! But hasn't this always been a truth, in general, that one is indeed lucky to have even one true friend in this life? We just bear a great burden for humanity...and this curse is our blessing, as it shall turn out to be, in our lifetime. Martin Luther King had a dream. But I, Zeke Krahlin, have a vision! A vision of sweeping victories across the planet, once the global holocaust takes off and threatens to annihilate all gay people for good. We shall make sudden triumph ours, sudden victory ours, sudden favor with the Goddesses. And it will be nothing short of miraculous. Why, this roundly defeated attempt to insinuate anti-gay dogma in our Constitution, which would establish us as second class citizens in perpetuity (at least as long as Amerika lasts), as dirt in the gutter, as Jews in ghettoes of Nazi Germany (Godwin's Law be damned), as deer frozen in the headlights of an SUV, as slaves running, hiding from their cruel landlords for fear of their very life...this sound victory against such outrageous enshrining of a diabolical persecution...is but the first miracle of many to soon comfort our long-suffering hearts in a golden shower of benevolence. (Yes, pun intended.) We have been burned, and burned bad. We have nothing to lose now, for we are like pit bulls trained to fight, and win...always! We now snarl back...starting with the terror reigned upon the person of a gay murderer, by an all-gay gang in a Scottish prison. They are the bellwether of a turn in fate fully in our favor! Not that we won't go through more incredibly devastating crises, still...not that we won't have our numbers greatly dwindle further for a time; as biological warfare, incarceration, witch hunts and expulsion from our homes and home countries attempt to decimate our numbers and threaten our remaining family to completely return to the closet, not to step out till countless decades have passed...but let this fine taste of victory stay sweet in our mouths, as we surmount the next hill to meet our enemies on the battlefield in every town, city, and nation across this sorry globe. Savor this fine honey on your freedom-parched tongue...for it will sustain you for the Great Battles that lie ahead. It will sustain as honey and carob once did for John the Baptist. And remember what I predicted, also, about AIDS avenging us by turning away from us, and decimating the hetero masses? This is precisely what is under way. Though being very shamanic, pagan, and a lover of mythos, I find this hetero AIDS decimation true justice, for all the years they've looked the other way, chuckling with sadistic glee over our resulting deep grief and terror ("Oh, it's just a faggot dying, this is God's will"). I compare this to the vengeance wrought upon Egyptians by the Angel of Death, who slew their firstborn, that all Habiru be freed from the enemy's yoke! Now, many firstborn of homophobic families shall be slain by this same Angel, in the guise of AIDS. You may read of this time we are now entering...where so many of the most homophobic societies see their people, their youth, their armies, their artists, their politicians, all consumed by AIDS, for their hatred against us was likewise all-consuming. While during this time, our ascension towards equality--and even mastery over this world, fulfills its destiny. You may read of this time in my 21st Century Parable: The Mask of Horus http://www.gay-bible.org/write/2_horus.htm I wrote that tale just for this time we are now entering. Do not rest on our laurels, for this very sweet victory...for the enemies are the gathering storm of holocaust, and the darkest time for us in all our desperate history. Do not believe for a moment, that homophobes will give us our freedom now, or ever, without putting up the Mother Of All Fights! But don't ever cave in to fear, hopelessness, cynicism, or self-destruction. For that is precisely what this is all about: we are being tested, to prove our mettle, to sharpen our abilities, to call us to courage, to Our Great Destiny. Do not ask for whom the Bell of Freedom tolls: it tolls for us! Always keep an ear to that bell, to help you through whatever momentous struggles we must soon undertake. Do not mock your activist sisters and brothers for their dedicated service of courage and sacrifice. The time of testing our own is over. New leadership shall rapidly rise...not through conventional channels, but by the selection of those most suitable and prepared, by Destiny. I am one, I know that only too well. But there are of course, many others...possibly you who read this now. Perhaps you'd like to read (or re-read) my manifesto posted some years back, across gay and activist newsgroups and mailing lists, which is: The New Declaration of Independence http://www.gay-bible.org/write/4_newdec.htm which I wrote as an outraged response to Clinton's signing of DOMA in 1996. I haven't altered it since then (in order to keep up with the many changes that have occurred, since its first release). And I'm glad I haven't touched it, even though the events reference seem outdated by now...for nonetheless, the bell-clang of my proclamation rings truer (and louder) now, than ever before. But (take a sudden gulp of air, deep breath), this defeat of the FMA ("Fag Mutilation Archfiend") is truly a WONderful victory...exhilarating, totally inspiring, and a real sign that our prayers have begun to be answered. There is every reason to celebrate, for this is not the usual crumb, but a luscious, giant, hunk of angel food cake! Let me close now, by ending with the same words I used to end my Declaration: --begin ending: In closing, I humbly attempt to give solace to my Hellenic sisters and brothers, with this quote from Psalm 35 (1-8): Plead my cause, O Lord, with those who strive with me; Fight against those who fight against me. Take hold of shield and buckler, And stand up for my help. Also draw out the spear, And stop those who pursue me. Say to my soul, "I am your salvation." Let those be put to shame and brought to dishonor Who seek after my life; Let those be turned back and brought to confusion Who plot my hurt. Let them be like chaff before the wind, And let the angel of the Lord pursue them. For without cause they have hidden their net for me in a pit, Which they have dug without cause for my life. Let destruction come upon him unexpectedly, And let his net that he has hidden catch himself; Into that very destruction let him fall. --end of ending (but the beginning of the beginning) --finis