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Ezekiel J. Krahlin
http://surf.to/gaybible
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E-MISSIVES TO MOLLY, 2001-2002
© 2001-2002 by Ezekiel J. Krahlin
--- On 11/30/01 Molly wrote:
<<
Hi Zeke,
Thought I'd just say Hi so you would know if your address
works.
>>
Oh, my sister in cyberspace: how it touches my heart to hear
from you again! Yes, this address is fine for now, but God
only knows how long *this will last. Yes, this really makes me
appreciate just how apt that phrase: "on a wing and a prayer"!
So many sweet things unfold before me here, in our washed-out
but ever-beloved Castro. The homeless are awakening, and
helping me pave the way for a tremendous influx of gayfolk
from every other state...yeah, even from southern California.
I weep with joy at least five times a day. For blessings are
showering upon us, as Saint Francis rises from the ashes to
administer to all his lost little sheep.
<<
We are keeping busy packing for our move. We sold our house
but still don't have Terry's visa for Canada. We plan to put
our goods into storage and tour the USA while we wait for our
future to unfold. It may be good to get away from the TV for
awhile. We are into genealogy and will try to dig up ancestors
in OK and NE then on to ID to see the beauties of nature and
finally to Eugene, OR where Terry's sister lives.
Still more than ever convinced that the USG is dangerous.
>>
You are making the wise choice, good friend. I weep for
Amerika, but not so much as I do for my Hellenic family! So
many souls to pray for, I barely have enough time to eat and
sleep! For the Goddess Athene presents me with the aegis...but
instead of The Seal of the House Of Athens, it radiates The
Majestic Seal Of The House Of Atreas! To see for yourself,
Molly, please, oh please, I beg of you to take a look, before
you part for other places. Just log onto my home page:
http://surf.to/gaybible
and you will have the honor to behold the Seal of the House of
Atreas. Thus unfolds the Noble Kingdom of Athenia, whereby
Northern California has wrested herself from the vulgarity
that Amerika has become...that Our Lord's Wrath may spare us
his terrible bolts of lightning, soon to reign over the rest of
our unfair nation! And, I believe, it is Alexander the Great
himself who has come to me in spirit, and proclaims himself to
be the greatest Thracian warrior for all time...but now feels
somewhat befuddled to be suddenly in the distant future,
seeing this awesome world through my eyes. He's well adapted
by now, fortunately. It only took less than 24 hours for
Alexander to absorb all this and integrate himself into his
"NuBody". What an amazing future we shall have!
<<
Glad to hear you are doing OK.
Keep safe,
>>
It's all destiny, Molly. It is an honor to know you, and I
thank you from the bottom of my heart, for your many kind
words of compassion and enouragement. You are like a wonderful
sister that I never had in this life! While we may be out of
contact for longer spreads of time, always know that your
spirit burns brightly in my heart (as I know I do in
yours)...and because of that we shall continue our remarkable
communique! You have just become a most honorary member of our
queer family, and I bestow you with this most wonderful gift
anyone could ever own: Gaydar!
All my love,
Ezekiel Joseph Krahlin
Chief Thracian of Athenia
---
Hail Athenia, Brave New Nation!
http://surf.to/gaybible
---
Jesus said in Matthew 10:35-36: "For I have come to set a man
against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a
daughter-in-law, against her mother-in-law. And a man's foes
will be those of his own household." (Yep, it's all about
queer liberation, ain't it?)
---
Lavender-Velvet Revolution
http://surf.to/gaybible
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--- On 12/02/01 Molly wrote:
<<
One of my heroes is Daniel Quinn. He talks about
how there are many right ways to live.
>>
Well, I must read his works, especially "Ishmael", now that you say he is
a hero in your eyes. I am amused at the title, for I have also written a
tale with a character in it named "Ishmael". It is a very short piece (2
pages):
St. Eugene and the Abundant Well
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_eugene.htm
Speaking of heroes: my great love, Randolph Taylor, is a hero whom I have
had the great joy of knowing, and loving, on a very intimate level. I dedicated
this web page to him:
The Somalian Affair
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/somalia/index_somalia.htm
There, you will find some of his personal correspondence to me, and news
articles about him. His spirit shall always shine so brightly in my heart,
like we just met yesterday (even though it was way back in Oct. 1984).
<<
And he talks about how our culture is seeking to
find THE one and Only right way to live.
>>
Certainly, Mr. Quinn is a good man, to write such a book in order to wake
people up to the dangers of homogeneity.
<<
The more frightened we become the more we
persecute. This is swelling in the US. I think
people are being frightened into taking action to
protect their one right way to live, not just in
the Middle East but at home.
>>
It is like a nasty old cyst coming to a head...and, just like a cyst, it
shall burst with acrid pus. And I am preparing those who listen to me, for
this sudden transition. (Not that I am the only bellwether out there; there
are others, such as Quinn.) But being Thracian, I am one of the canaries
in the cage, warning others. Tell me: does Mr. Quinn honor gay people in
his book, by mentioning them as wrongful targets of majority paranoia? I
hope so, else if not, he is actually encouraging further gay bashing. This
is assuming his book covers specific groups and trends...in which case it
is only fair of him to include gay folk in the mix.
<<
Not that I don't like other people but I think to
form a real community, a tribe, we have to start
with like minded people.
>>
It's a very difficult line to walk: the balance between majority will, and
minority freedom. Yes, different groups need a solid base for their own
identity and freedoms to live with their own cultural mores. But since just
about every single group harbors hatred against its own Thracians, we gays
are then in a most unique position to liberate the souls of this world.
And that is where I step in, and the meaning of my existence. I feel greatly
honored.
<<
Where we live, I can't tell people what I think.
It is only my thoughts that are unacceptable, for
most people what sets them apart is something more
difficult to hide than thoughts.
>>
A horrible situation, to say the least! It's barely any better in the big,
liberal cities...when it comes to gay perspectives. Though other alternative
voices are much freer in such areas, than are gays.
<<
As to how your movement will progress, I think it
may go like the European movement to populate this
continent.. a few brave souls at first and
gradually swelling to a mass movement. Hopefully
you will have a safe place arranged for people to
flee to before it is too late.
>>
Well, I see things moving much more quickly, out of desperation, such as
civil war. As for my providing a safe space: this is not in my power. I
am but a messenger for these spirits who guide me, and tell me to share
their proclamations to the world, via the Internet (of course). So when
I see N. Cal. as a safe haven, it is because these beings *tell me so; not
because I have any power to make a safe haven, anywhere. These are matters
of the spirit, which I do my best to convey, and which often do not make
any sense in the eyes of a pure pragmatist. I see the world in poetic metaphors,
more than in hard reality...which is, I believe, how a visionary or shaman
sees things. This gives me glimpses of future trends that non-visionaries
can't perceive.
<<
I am afraid of what George W. will do next. People
have had a break from the attacks for a few weeks
now and they are starting to question the
decisions he has made. Will he use more terrorism
to keep the thinkers from revolting? And what will
be the result?
>>
The result, as I see them, is already on my website. Specifially, in these
writings:
Anti-Gay Holocaust Imminent
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/6_athenia.htm
Zeke for President = Gay Liberation
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/6_platform.htm
Win The War / Win Our Rights
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/6_win-the-war.htm
Satan Claws Is Coming To Town
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/5_satan.htm
All God's Angels Are Gay
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_godsangels.htm
Exalted Land Of Andor
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_andor.htm
Future Belongs To "Moi"
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_moi.htm
Jesus On The Okra Winfree Show
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_okra.htm
Little Angel Who Wouldn't Fly
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_angel.htm
Mask Of Horus
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_horus.htm
Spirit Of Gay Pride
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/2_spirit.htm
Zeke's Message to Wiccans/Pagans/Shamans
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/3_wiccan.htm
Birth Of The Final Testament
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_birth.htm
Blue Rose Militia
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_militia.htm
NeoChristianity
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_neochrist.htm
New Declaration Of Independence
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_newdec.htm
Proposal For Mural Entitled 'No Armageddon'
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_mural.htm
Bring My Soldier Home To Me
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/5_soldier.htm
Oh, Tremble Amerika
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/5_tremble.htm
Prayer to Artemis
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/5_artemis.htm
Song Of The Elfin Broadsword
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/5_artemis.htm
Those are most of my prophetic writings, on my website. Of course, any homophobe
would be totally freaked out over my ideas...and that is how it should be.
My references to myself as "Jesus" or some other mighty deity, are forms
of channeling in the first-person. I do not EVER believe I am other than
Zeke...and that's a wonderful person to be; so why would I dream of being
anyone else (except when the spirit moves me, to convey a message)?
Not only do I foresee civil war here in the USA, and spreading all over
the globe...but ensuing victories like dominoes, for our Hellenic people
and their allies. I see: great wonders, great beauty, and great souls arising
in the most humble places and people, everywhere. I see more reason to rejoice
for humanity, than ever to denounce it. And I see gay folk becoming the
herald to this wonderful, new age of "A-queer-ius".
My revamped website is a coming-together of many of my good dreams and wishes...I
am therefore VERY PROUD of this accomplishment. And, its inherent beauty
and wisdom seem to be doing the trick of drawing in more visitors every
day. It is all a grand display of visionary art...with a queer twist to
it.
<<
Well, these are exciting times. I hope that our
fears will help us to make the moves that are in
our hearts.
>>
"Shock tactics are the last resort of a desperate God." You may quote me
on that. ;)
<<
Peace to you and yours,
>>
And that is how things are shaping up. Good folk really have nothing to
worry about, despite the apparant mayhem engulfing our world.
<<
Proud to be your Sister,
>>
Thank you for your gracious understanding, when I wax eloquently fantastic...where
most others would write me off (which is where the real messages actually
begin)! "Those who have ears to hear..."
PS: Further good news: Matthew who bashed me, now has a real enemy to contend
with...which enemy shall soon make him scared shitless to ever dwell in
San Francisco again. His enemy is not beyond breaking a few bones...who
is also my new friend from the streets. I am most concerned about Troy's
protection (rather than mine), for Matthew left some trinkets in my hallway,
to indicate that not only can he access my building at his whim, he intends
to hurt someone I care about very much (Troy), by attacking him in his sleep
on the streets, and cutting out his tongue.
Therefore, I want Matthew to be chased out of this city, that he may fear
the wrath of God, should he ever try to return. I don't want him messing
with my buddy, even though in this cycle, Troy hates me and refuses to talk
with me about anything. Thus, you must know my tragic frustration in trying
to warn him about Matthew, for his own well-being! A few days after I was
assaulted, Matthew had left a bright orange gargoyle tongue (from one of
his sculptures) at the foot of my door...and a badly crushed "Zeke-Troy"
button on the ledge of the bathroom windowsill. You see, our building is
surrounded with scaffolding on all five floors, thus making everyone who
lives here, vulnerable to any psycho who cares to climb.
My own two windows are now bolstered with some furniture, and there are
some very strong dudes on the streets watching over me. Some spend the night
with me. Enough said.
---
Jesus said in Matthew 10:35-36: "For I have come to set a man against his
father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law, against her
mother-in-law. And a man's foes will be those of his own household." (Yep,
it's all about queer liberation, ain't it?)
---
Lavender-Velvet Revolution
http://surf.to/gaybible
ADDENDUM:
So, we may not be doing much e-mailing once you exit your
present home. You can always get my home phone number, and
residential address just by asking.
It is also a good thing to visit my web site, at least once,
to view the seal of the House of Atreas. It imparts angelic
energies to those who gaze upon it...all good, I assure you.
Within my site, a torch burns eternal for the promise of gay
victory. And the torch shall never be snuffed out. I think
you'll really enjoy my xmas special tales and poems...if you
have the time to go through them! Nonetheless, my web pages
will keep the door open to the other dimension, and are
protected by those same angels that guard the Holy Grail. You
can always click on the "send me gay-mail" icon at bottom of
home page, to send me a message...should you be posting from a
library or other public access.
There are some really good LD services out there. I use
"1010811" before every LD number, so I only get charged 5
cents/min. anywhere in the US. Their website is
"www.vartek.com". I'm sure you can find other services that
provide similar deals, if this one doesn't cover whatever area
you happen to be in. Might be good to create a *list of these
cheap LD services, for the areas you plan to visit.
I will gladly call you, if you so wish...if you give me a
number to dial. Whichever way, I can certainly give you and
loved ones a kind voice whenever needed. 5 cents a minute is
really cheap, even for my disability stipend!
Anyways, in case this is my last e-mail you'll receive for
some time, I would be honored to end this letter with a poem
dedicated to sisterly spirit.
PRAYER TO ARTEMIS
by Ezekiel Krahlin
Oh Artemis, Brave Artemis, Goddess of
The Sacred Hunt, and Savior of Apollo
(For whom Your life was sacrificed
With others soon to follow)!
Perseus had wrought a silver belt made
From Medusa's Snake, for You to wear
Around Your waist to grant complete
protection
From blow or slash of club or sword,
or any other weapon.
In Armageddon You did fight battle after
battle:
Chaste, courageous in Your might,
Standing strong within the light...
Unstained, unslain, unharmed, and
undefeated.
Yet the final skirmish had not been
played
When Apollo lay wounded, dying, flayed,
Blood streaming from His valiant chest--
For the Beast of Lies had done his best
To doom the God of Healing to dark,
eternal rest!
Unswerving in Your heart with courage
like no other,
You gird the silver belt around Your
dearest brother.
Upon that act You were suddenly flung
Beneath the hooves of Satan's steed,
And died...unnoticed, unshrouded,
unsung.
Apollo rose to conquer all,
In this, the last, and greatest,
war.
To honor You, a sister true, each eve He
prays and faces west,
The direction in which You died.
Tears do grace His handsome face as He
looks up to the sky:
Your blood now stains the sunset with
virgin red-rose hues,
Spilled across the battlefield of deep
azures and crystal blues!
---finis
---
Jesus said in Matthew 10:35-36: "For I have come to set a man against his
father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law, against her
mother-in-law. And a man's foes will be those of his own household." (Yep,
it's all about queer liberation, ain't it?)
---
Lavender-Velvet Revolution
http://surf.to/gaybible
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--- On 12/06/01 Molly wrote:
<<
Thank you for your phone number.
>>
If for any reason, you need to call me, please do so. I am
here not just for you, but for your wonderful family. And I
have your hotmail address; should I switch to that right now?
<<
As to Daniel Quinn. I don't recall him supporting
the gay community specifically but would certainly
expect him to do so.
>>
I wouldn't be too sure of that, Molly. There are way too many
very progressive hetero people of noteworthy fame who fall all
to pieces in the matter of homosexuality. And, you can pretty
much count on Mr. Quinn doing likewise, if his writings remain
silent on a very important aspect of the human family (to
which I am utterly devoted).
Otherwise, I certainly agree with him almost right down the
line, re. tribalism. With our new technology, we can
facilitate tribal societies across the globe...leaving world
government to Gaia (Mother Earth), as the true way of
planetary harmony. It is a philosophy of trust, as well as of
respect.
<<
A lot of people hate Quinn because he doesn't
promote one world government
>>
I have no doubt that some of his most vocal dissenters are
plants from our gov't agencies.
<<
Ishmael is worth reading. It gives a very
interesting new view of the Garden of Eden story,
which as it is makes no sense to me. He suggests
that this story was told not by the people who got
kicked out of the Garden but by the people who
remained in the Garden living by hunting/gathering
and wondered why those other people had to work so
hard to make a living by planting/herding.
>>
I have my own version of the Adam/Eve myth. Check these out,
if you have the time:
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/write/4_original.htm
http://gay-bible.0catch.com/button/index_button.htm#TOP6
Oh, yeah, when you log onto my home page (not the cover, which
is what you first log onto; the home page is where you go
after that), you can now see a photo of my soulmate
Randolph...to whom I dedicate my site (and all else about me).
<<
Hope you have a lovely day.
>>
Certainly, hearing your good words makes my heart soar like an
eagle!
<<
Sister Molly
>>
May you and all whom you cherish, live long and prosper; and
may all tribes you meet shower you with gifts. Amen!
---
Lavender-Velvet Revolution
http://surf.to/gaybible
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--- 12/19/01:
Hi again, Molly! I would be most honored if you care to post me
accounts of your adventures as you travel our Amerikan roads.
And I promise to archive everything you send, during this
self-made Odyssey. I'm sure you'll have great thoughts and
reflections throughout the entire adventure...just as you now
have, typing from your home PC. And it is in my every prayer
that your circuitous journey will be a joyful one...or at
least, secure in God's strong heart.
Attached please find one of my all-time favorite paintings
that I love to use as a background on my computer. It's called
"Knight of the Holy Grail", painted by Frederick Waugh.
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--- On 12/25/01 Molly wrote:
<<
Great to hear from you. So sorry I didn't have time to write lately. Moving
is taking all the time we have. We went to Wyoming to leave our houseplants
with my daughter and to celebrate an early xmas there. We are moving all
our stuff into storage tommorrow then We are going house hunting in Wyoming
later this week. Next week, Oregon here we come!
>>
Oh, so your Odyssey is already underway! I look forward to any correspondence
you send my way...especially as I rarely get to do much travelling beyond
20 miles from home base. But that will soon change.
<<
I hope you are having a wonderful Holiday season, good food, good friends,
and exciting prospects for the future. May we all find a community where
we really belong.
>>
This is turning out into a beautiful holiday, Molly...because so much of
my efforts on the street for many years, are for the most part bearing fruit.
While there are some still-tragic situations lingering on, overall things
are so much better. And as for a certain tragic character: well, I'm here
for him when the time comes for him to need me...and I'm terribly proud
to be here for my best buddy Troy.
I also have several new, excellent street friends, of very good caliber.
<<
PS: your websites are just gorgeous!
>>
Thanks for taking the time to check them out. I knew you'd be impressed.
I am very proud of my website, especially this latest update (which added
a complete database of all my newsgroup messages, and my button designs).
Well, when I thought of reshaping the home page into Excalibur, I at first
concluded "Nah! I can't do that." But the next morning I thought I'd give
it a try, and within minutes, my hands moved like magic across this keyboard,
and everything fell into place!
So the whole site stands as a work of art on its own...it's a hologram sword,
so to speak.
I believe my latest website is a pure manifestation of my white magic, onto
the canvas of the Internet. Within that site, are writings that teach others
how to apply and effect such magic themselves. The site is also a pun on
the saying "The pen is mightier than the sword". For it is the writings
from my pen which cut like a sword...while the table of contents itself
is shaped like a beautiful, gem-encrusted sword.
I did impress myself, with this one. Maybe I'll entitle it: "The First
Masterpiece of the New Renaissance"...seeing as I'm feeling my oats these
days. My life is entering an up cycle of lots of adventure, fun and romance...so
I'll have much to report, over these next few weeks.
Later, "E-sis"! :)
---
Lavender-Velvet Revolution
http://surf.to/gaybible
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Many moons pass before Molly resumes our online friendship.
(Travelling throughout western US before settling down again.)
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From: Molly
To: Ezekiel
Subject: Re: Questions re. moving to Canada
Date: Fri, 6 Sep 2002
Hi Zeke,
Terry's children all came to visit and then we went to see my
daughter who has just bought her first house. Nice to be back
home and quiet again.
We have been in Canada for 6 months, living near Lake Ontario.
Love it. We are in a small town with everything we could ever
want at a lower price and closer to home.
I don't know if you heard but some provinces have legalized
same sex marriages. So Canada is more liberal than the US. To
visit you need at least photo id and birthcertificate.
Passport is not essential yet. Don't need a visa. But to live
here more than six months of the year you need a permanent
resident visa, which included free health insurance. Also to
work her you need that visa. To get accepted you need a good
job and good health, clean criminal record. There is a website
that has lots of info.
Terry still doesn't have a visa because he has a heart
problem. He may be refused. We don't know what happens if he
is. Maybe we will buy a small place just across the border.
As a non citizen, I don't feel completely welcome/comfortable
living in the US esp since 9 11. But I wouldn't mind visiting
the US for a month here and there.
More later,
Molly
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From: Ezekiel
To: Molly
Date: Fri, 06 Sep 2002
Subject: Re: Fwd: Re: Questions re. moving to Canada
9/6/02 2:13:00 PM, Molly wrote:
<<
Terry's children all came to visit and then we went to see my
daughter who has just bought her first house. Nice to be back
home and quiet again.
>>
Sounds every bit as wonderful as I prayed it would be, Molly!
<<
We have been in Canada for 6 months, living near Lake Ontario.
Love it. We are in a small town with everything we could ever
want at a lower price and closer to home.
>>
I love those "maritime" regions: New England, Maritime
Provinces, Northern New York/Quebec. I guess because they are
so much like the "old world" (Scotland, Ireland, Wales): lush
with dark green plants everywhere, like some arctic jungle.
And that I am channeling in a most heavy manner, these
incredible British Isles deities (many pre-Celtic), who are
summoning me to "my heritage" as "The Prince of Elves". Well,
all sorts of new realities seem to be imposing their spheres
into mine... and into the worlds. Couldn't have come sooner,
let me tell you! And I am very proud to number among the
brave souls like us, who use our god-given talents as best we
can, to make a little more peace in this world. No matter
what walk of life...we know our own. "Kindred Spirits".
<<
I don't know if you heard but some provinces have legalized
same sex marriages. So Canada is more liberal than the US.
>>
Oh, yes, you can count on me for keeping up with any and ALL
queer politics and social changes ANYWHERE in this world,
which of course includes Canada. What a great victory for The
Good People of Canada! You know, we US citizens owe you
Canadians BIG-TIME! You've been such a good neighbor for so
long, and so much more...so please accept my deepest shame
for those Amerikans who befuddle our relations and try to
turn Canada into our enemy. We grunts would like to report
that the borders of Athenia have been SECURED for all time;
nothing is in our way, finally. So it is Nothing we conquer,
thus Nothing is noticed by the world at large. For there are
no foxholes in atheists; thus don't seek your home there,
either! This is a prison: DON'T TAKE SIDES!
<<
To visit you need at least photo id and birthcertificate.
>>
Okay, that's good to know. Since I have a record of mental
disability, my only way to move outside these borders is via
the Underground. But I figured that out a longtime ago, and
look forward to my Great Adventure as a brilliant underground
military strategist...dedicated to the liberation of All My
Children. (Free soap opera for all stay-at-home house
husbands, if you vote for me in oh-oh-three!)
<<
Terry still doesn't have a visa because he has a heart
problem. He may be refused. We don't know what happens if he
is. Maybe we will buy a small place just across the border.
As a non citizen, I don't feel completely welcome/comfortable
living in the US esp since 9 11. But I wouldn't mind visiting
the US for a month here and there.
>>
A thorn in this bed of roses. Most thorns manage to work
themselves to the surface of the skin, and slough off. Give
your love to your angels; they have heard your prayer and
would be TERRIBLY ASHAMED OF THEMSELVES, if they did not
honor it.
And stop and smell a rose today.
And thank our creator for the sweet nature that is your
blessing, and the great bounty of goodwill that benefits so
many around you...and of the incredible goodwill you, in
turn, receive. (I clearly remember that Canada created an
underground railroad during Vietnam, and I had the option to
ride my way to freedom. But foolish me, I turned it down when
I saw I was off the hook on grounds of my outspoken and
self-confessed sexual proclivity. I like to think my ticket
went to another in greater need, at that time.)
---
"I will never abuse the Oval Orifice."
- El Presidente Zeke
www.gay-bible.org/index.html#TOP2
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From: Ezekiel
To: Molly
Date: Sat, 07 Sep 2002 15:15:56 -0700
Subject: Friends up north
A WORD OF CAUTION:
In seeking new friends--that is, people you can REALLY
trust--I think you'll discover that the culture of Arctic
Community reaches that far south, into even New England and
upstate New York. And that this ice-borne commonality binds
these northern tribes together far more strongly than any
nationality. So you shall find BETTER friends than you did,
further south. However, a word of caution will suffice, based
on personal experience and observation by yours gay truly:
Anyone who is AGAINST gay marriage is likely to stab your back
at some time or another. Anyone who is FOR gay marriage, is
likely to be a friend you can trust. Please note this has
NOTHING to do with their own sexual procliviy...for one should
ALSO assume that there are some queer turncoats out there,
too.
You may regard those strongly anti-gay as you would a Nazi:
with much caution. Some of us may have to play at "enemy" in
order to infiltrate. How to tell your enemies from your
friends, when disguise is part of the scenario? She or he will
signal to you, and point to (or present you with) the image
of a blue rose.
Now, why couldn't an enemy do same, as a tempting lure to
entrapment? I guess they could...but the messages I receive
from "high above" tell me explicitly that, "NO. Jehovah has
made that promise to the gay community; and He shall NEVER
break such sacred trust."
So that is how I know. (And you may see God or Goddess or even
"It-ness" in whatever way you choose; it is only my humor
that I perceive God as a sexy male, my Nam Vet lover Randolph,
whom I jokingly call "Jehovah", since he is such a potent and
magical spirit in my life...and he is graced in a
liquid-silver aura that closely hugs his entire form. He is
most radiant, and most humorous. He is my Most Beloved
Angel-Rascal Coyote the Trickster, too!
His favorite way to make me laugh, is to walk up to an
electric outlet (in the wall or a lamp), and stick his finger
in, once he gets my attention. What happens next? Well, you
know those old cartoons of characters getting electrocuted?
You got it! His body jumps up and turns rigid sideways, with
all kinds of colorful lines and rays and zigzags shooting out:
pink, lime, crimson, lemon, purple, and so on. His skull will
light up a lurid orange, along with the rest of his skeleton.
Then he'll make "aaack, aaack" kinds of faces till I burst out
in guffaws. It really cracks me up.
So I guess it's MY favorite way to laugh, too. Some day, he's
gotta show me how he does that.
All my hugs,
Zeke
P.S.: The most gay-friendly provinces are Quebec and British
Columbia.
---
All dying has been temporarily halted per Jehovah's
decree, until after the next US-Presidential Election.
"Vote for me in oh-oh-three, or Mom will never talk to me."
- Zeke Krahlin www.gay-bible.org/index.html#TOP2
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From: Molly
To: Ezekiel
Subject: Re: Friends up north
Date: Sat, 7 Sep 2002
Dear Zeke,
Do you ever wonder if the US govt or shadow gov't produced
AIDS in the lab and gave it to people via vaccination? I have
been reading a book on the globalists efforts to reduce the
world population through diseases. It is convincing. I have
studied enough science at least to know that the writer knows
what he is saying. Course his sources could be lying to him.
The companies involved have Nazi connections and we know that
getting rid of blacks/jews/gays/etc/ appealed to that bunch of
devils. Specifically the Rockefellers.
I am convinced that someone in the US, likely the CIA, did the
anthrax attacks in order to financially benefit the drug
companies. (By the way prescription drugs in Canada are far
less expensive than in the US.. One Terry takes costs about
$100 for 3 months. It was 1,000 in the US.)
I don't blame the militia folks, who a lot of people seem to
think are Nazis. I think they are quite the opposite.
What do you think is going on?
What do you think the gov't would do if you bought a hundred
acres of wilderness and invited like minded people to join you
there and build a community? Do you think they would let you?
Or would it become another Ruby Ridge.
I am thinking of buying some wilderness. Don't know where.
Cheers,
Molly
We do not go out into the world and find poverty.
We go out and create it.
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From: Ezekiel
To: Molly
Date: Mon, 09 Sep 2002
Subject: Re: Friends up north
9/7/02 4:36:08 PM, Molly wrote:
<<
Do you ever wonder if the US govt or shadow gov't produced
AIDS in the lab and gave it to people via vaccination?
>>
Oh, yes. I am one of the leading gay conspiracy theorists in
this matter. But one who is far more informed and connected
than I am, is our wonderful gay activist from Boston, Tom
Keske. I feature all his Usenet writings at the following URL:
http://www.gay-bible.org/other/keske.htm
His writings are broken up into half-year segments. Just pick
*any segment link, and I'm sure you'll find excellent insights
and references regarding our gov't's conspiracy to inject HIV
into homosexuals and black people.
And at the top of my "hot links" page, "AIDS Conspiracy" is
the first section of my link listings. You will find much
material regarding gov't manipulation and cover-up, in those
sites.
<<
The companies involved have Nazi connections and we know that
getting rid of blacks/jews/gays/etc/ appealed to that bunch of
devils. Specifically the Rockefellers.
>>
The Nazis left Germany and settled in numerous western
nations. They have since amassed greater wealth, knowledge,
technology and weapons. They are about to make their first
salvo against the world. Not to worry: we are ready for them.
That is the main purpose of my Blue Rose Militia.
<<
I am convinced that someone in the US, likely the CIA, did the
anthrax attacks in order to financially benefit the drug
companies.
>>
Not just that: to frighten the masses into accepting more
dictatorial methods in exchange for "protection". IOW, we must
buy protection from our very own gov't, which is supposed to
be securing our safety as a *mandate* from the people!
<<
(By the way prescription drugs in Canada are far less
expensive than in the US.. One Terry takes costs about $100
for 3 months. It was 1,000 in the US.)
>>
Incredible, but not surprising.
<<
I don't blame the militia folks, who a lot of people seem to
think are Nazis. I think they are quite the opposite.
>>
I think it's a mixed bag. MOST if not ALL of these militias
are terribly homophobic.
Mine, of course, is not. And there may be another militia that
is strongly in favor of securing safety and happiness for gay
folks...which I know about, but not very well... and which
awarded me three years ago for forming world's first queer
militia.
<<
What do you think is going on?
>>
Betrayal of the ugliest kind...using homosexuals first, to
weaken the barriers that guard individual liberties. Most
oppressed minorities will rise up against all queers--per the
dictates of Dubya--which will then foment mass migration of
Amerikan queers to either: Canada (where Lake Ontario area
is a major gateway for the underground railroad...thus makes
sense you and family have gravitated to that locale), Western
Europe (of course Holland on the top of this list), or
Northern California (which shall secede to form the first gay
nation).
<<
What do you think the gov't would do if you bought a hundred
acres of wilderness and invited like minded people to join you
there and build a community? Do you think they would let you?
Or would it become another Ruby Ridge.
>>
If you are a blantantly gay organization...the U.S. will soon
shut you down, and even imprison you. There is NO gathering or
organization that is safe from these Nazis...all must be
achieved surreptitiously, that is: underground. We will win
this war, not by our own skills and courage, but with divine
interventention that shall give us the winning advantage.
Sort of like being handed a cheat-sheet just before finals!
<<
I am thinking of buying some wilderness. Don't know where.
>>
How north do you want to go? There are already many hardy
souls occupying in private (and illegally, against gov't
wishes), the central and northern remote areas of Quebec
Province. They have 4-wheelers and drive to a town or city
about once or twice a month. Otherwise, they have their own
isolated and secret society forming a counterculture of
survivalists way up north there! One of our greatest living
gay revolutionaries lives up there, as well as in the Quebec
City area...his handle is "Kingsix". He prefers to be
anonymous for now, though he wasn't until two years ago. I
feature his writings at:
http://www.gay-bible.org/other/kingsix.htm
FYI, most of Quebec is ready to secede, to become another gay-
oriented society, under inspiration of my own proposal to form
"Athenia" (first gay nation). What may happen, is that
various pieces of the planet secede, to form one nation,
Athenia, whose gov't will be administered via cyberspace
alone.
Other than Quebec, I'd buy land in any of the Maritime
Provinces, or in British Columbia. Of course, do not invest
in land in the U.S....a bad move. Much land will soon be
wrested from individual owners, in order to cripple whatever
forces are perceived as "anti- Dubya".
<<
We do not go out into the world and find poverty. We go out
and create it.
>>
"When in Rome...vandalize!" - Zeke : b
Essentially, Molly, you'll have nothing to worry about. Like
so many good souls, you will be protected, and guided...so
you'll always stay a few steps ahead of any enemies. And, as
you get used to this miraculous guidance, you will begin to
accept it as so every-day, that it will become much easier to
move in complete harmony with the higher forces that assist
you. By then, you will be networked with many other
benevolent souls. These are my soldiers. Some are even angels,
goddess bless 'em!
---
"I will never abuse the Oval Orifice."
- El Presidente Zeke
www.gay-bible.org/index.html#TOP2
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From: Molly
To: Ezekiel
Date: Wed, 18 Sep 2002
Subject: Hi!
Hi Zeke,
Those islands are very exciting! Some even affordable.
It would be exciting if Quebec were to separate and become a
homeland for the gay community. I wouldn't want to see it
separate just because they don't like the English speaking
Canuks, but for the right reason it would be OK. It's a
beautiful province and wonderfully political. That's where we
get most of our prime ministers. Have you been?
Well, it looks like Bush is finally being seen for what he is.
Problem is that the sheeple prefer to ignore these criminals,
no matter how evil they are, until they are touched personally
by their crimes. Then the rest of us pretend that protestors
just have a grudge or a unbalanced. The media also ignores
protestors.
We are only 25 miles from where those supposed al Qaida
terrorists suspects were arrested. Probably their only 'crime'
was being Muslims. Sure going to be some serious fall out when
the world finally realizes that 911 was not done by Muslims!
I noticed in the Horowitz book that there was a video of the
Gulf War which showed chemical/biological materials having
being sent from Oklahoma City. I wondered whether Timothy
McVeigh thought that the materials that were used to produce
the Gulf War Syndrome came from OK city. This would have given
him a motive. Always thought there was something suspicious
about him being put to death before we could understand him.
About AIDS, do you know where it started in the US? Was it in
one community? That seems to be the usual way they start a
disease.
Take care,
Molly
----------------------------------------
We do not go out into the world and find poverty.
We go out and create it.
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From: Ezekiel
To: Molly
Date: Wed, 25 Sep 2002
Subject: Re: Hi!
9/18/02 5:39:49 PM, Molly wrote:
<<
Those islands are very exciting! Some even affordable.
>>
And a great escape fantasy that costs practically nothing!
<<
It would be exciting if Quebec were to separate and become a
homeland for the gay community. I wouldn't want to see it
separate just because they don't like the English speaking
Canuks, but for the right reason it would be OK. It's a
beautiful province and wonderfully political. That's where we
get most of our prime ministers. Have you been?
>>
Unfortunately, no. However, I have numerous appreciators of my
writings up there, thanks to ally Kingsix. So when I finally
have the opportunity to travel extensively, I will certainly
spend some time in Quebec Province. I already have a home
there, if needed...as I seem to do in various places around
the world, by now; thanks to my online activism that has given
me a sort of cyber-celebrityhood.
<<
Well, it looks like Bush is finally being seen for what he is.
Problem is that the sheeple prefer to ignore these criminals,
no matter how evil they are, until they are touched personally
by their crimes. Then the rest of us pretend that protestors
just have a grudge or a unbalanced. The media also ignores
protestors.
>>
You are way ahead of the game, Molly. You know what's up, even
if you don't have direct access to information. What also is
going on, however, is that false conspiracy theorists are
muddying the water for true theorists. So it's quite a
masquerade. I can only trust my spiritual guides to keep me
in the right direction.
<<
I noticed in the Horowitz book that there was a video of the
Gulf War which showed chemical/biological materials having
being sent from Oklahoma City. I wondered whether Timothy
McVeigh thought that the materials that were used to produce
the Gulf War Syndrome came from OK city. This would have given
him a motive. Always thought there was something suspicious
about him being put to death before we could understand him.
>>
Yes, it is very suspicious. Possibly, there is a secret
alliance between top gov't officials and Arab terrorists. So
BOTH nations (Afghanistan and U.S.) are being played like
pawns in Global Chess.
<<
About AIDS, do you know where it started in the US? Was it in
one community? That seems to be the usual way they start a
disease.
>>
After experimenting on hapless Africans, the U.S. Military
took AIDS home, by inviting gay men to volunteer to test for
the then-newly-developed Hepatitis B vaccine. It was through
these vaccinations that HIV was spread...and explains why it
focused almost solely on gay men, in the early AIDS years. I
did volunteer for the Hepatitis experiment, but decided to
drop out, right before they started to administer the first
vaccination (of a series of three). Thank God for that! Again,
my guardians kept me from "biting the bullet".
So let's say you're a healthy homosexual (as most of us are,
despite the media and gov't), but you feel run down, so go to
your doctor. A couple weeks later the Doc regrets to tell you
that you have the early stages of HIV. Now, how do I really
know s/ he's telling the truth? How do I know it isn't fake,
in order to catch me up in the net of medical bureacracy, and
experiment on me like...that is: I'd be a human guinea pig.
We gays are still considered disposable; and the U.S. needs
real human bodies to prepare for biological warfare.
Low-income (and poor) African Amerikans are also subject to
such horrendous treatment. So those are the two main
groups...but let us not forget the ugly treatment towards
women, as well as other groups of innocent citizens.
Unfortunately, while these groups can unite to defend their
own people, they all still exclude gays...and even blame them
for their current plights. And that is where I step in, as gay
activist...to help quell such hateful notions, and to show the
world our great courage and devotion to humanity.
In short: why should I trust any doctor in Amerika, as if
somehow the AMA is above any possibility of being anti-gay?
You would benefit by reviewing some of the AIDS conspiracy
resources I have linked from my website. The URL is:
http://www.gay-bible.org/links/index_links.htm
But if there was just one link I could refer you to (which is
listed on my site), it would be this:
AIDS Heretics
http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/aids.html
That is the best one-shot single resource on this topic, that
I know of.
I also recommend reading some of Tom Keske's Usenet articles
on AIDS, biowarfare, and other gentle topics. He's a very
brave gay activist from Boston; we have a fine online
friendship, just like you and me. Here's a page Tom created
last year:
Linking AIDS to Hepatitis Experiments (Tom Keske)
http://www.bhc.edu/eastcampus/leeb/aids/aidtesk.htm
Tom is very well connected and researches mightily. He is soon
to release a slew of solid evidence pointing to our gov't's
abuse of HIV experimentation both in Africa and the U.S. He
may move to another country, just prior to releasing this
info. This means that all in contact with him will eventually
have visitors from the FBI and other gov't agencies. So I may
also go underground by then, too...though whether I do or not
will not change the fact of my destiny, which includes
protection by my spirit guides. For I have noticed that
sometimes they change a plan in midstream...sometimes out of
necessity, sometimes just for fun.
Again, here's the URL to my database of all of Tom's Usenet
articles:
http://www.gay-bible.org/other/keske.htm
I really recommend you read some of his essays...they are not
just highly insightful, but damn good reads. I am always
totally captivated by his writing! If you do get around to
reading any of his works, let me know which ones...and I'll
read them too, so we can have a common ground of discussion
on the AIDS/biowarfare issue.
Now...onto answering your more recent letter...should be on
the heels of this one.
---
"The most radical political action anyone can
take these days: teach yourself how to hack...
then teach it to all your friends."
- Mighty Mouse Virus
www.gay-bible.org/write/3_security.htm
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From: Molly
To: Ezekiel
Date: Wed, 25 Sep 2002
Subject: Thoughts on the Protocols.
Hi Zeke,
Very interesting plan of yours joining the whistle blowers. I
wonder if there is anything Terry, who is a retired computer
genius, could do for his country. He was one of the founders
of the CompuServe Information service back in the 70s.
We have been reading the Protocol of the Elders of Zion. We
are convinced that this document is not a forgery as some try
to claim. Have you read it?
Is it so hard to label the USA. There is obviously much genius
there, but what you see from the masses is incompetence and
ignorance.. including from Dubya. How can the country possibly
work? Yet it does... at least it did.
Could it be that there is a conspiracy among a bunch of evil
geniuses to keep the masses ignorant yet wildly spending?
Could it be that the elite get a good education at good
schools and are privy to the truth while the rest attend
misinformation centers designed to turn their brains to junk
food craving mush? Is Rush Limbaugh part of the continuing
diseducation program?
What does it take to wake them up? One day we see on tv that
Saddam welcomes the inspectors, the next day he refuses them.
The next day he welcomes them. This kind of information must
be of some purpose other than to inform the masses. Is it part
of the control?
I taught on an Ojibwa reservation for a couple of years. One
of the young men dressed like a girl, acted like a girl, hung
around with the girls and wore a pillow so that he appeared
pregnant. This seemed to be accepted by the community. Why
can't we be more accepting of differences among us? What
survival value does intolerance provide? Admittedly, the
young man's lifestyle might result in fewer babies born, but
in an overpopulated world that is no great problem.
Cheers,
Molly
----------------------------------------
"Will the highways on the Internet become more few?"
--George Bush Jr., 2000
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From: Ezekiel
To: Molly
Date: Wed, 25 Sep 2002
Subject: Re: Thoughts on the Protocols.
9/25/02 5:21:44 AM, Molly wrote:
<<
Very interesting plan of yours joining the whistle blowers. I
wonder if there is anything Terry, who is a retired computer
genius, could do for his country. He was one of the founders
of the CompuServe Information service back in the 70s.
>>
Oh golly, another hacker for the troops! Ha! This is all
wonderfully coincidental, wouldn't you say? On top of your
move to one of the major entry ports to Canada (via our
underground railroad)...then I learn that your soulmate is a
computer whiz! I am certain that he will gain much
fulfillment, as participant in some political activism, as a
hacker...or as we like to say: "hacktivist".
I am sure this or that liberal group in your general area
would be eager and delighted to acquire such soldiers as
yourself and Terry. Take your time, look around to see what
activist groups are out there. Then find out what kind of
computer work is needed.
The other way to go about this, is just on your own...as an
"armchair hacktivist". Terry could just participate in
online activism ("hacktivism") for whatever projects come up.
I know that Online Policy Group needs volunteers to help
design their own message- board service. But I don't know if
OPG can use remote assistance. OPG is the organization that
subsidizes my gay-activist website. Check them out at:
http://www.onlinepolicy.org/
I have just begun writing an essay on armchair hacktivism,
where I show folks what hacking is really all about, and how
they can successfully hack even when they can't program. I'm
sure some of the info I write about, will be a useful guide to
match your own desire to "do something".
<<
We have been reading the Protocol of the Elders of Zion. We
are convinced that this document is not a forgery as some try
to claim. Have you read it?
>>
No. But I will, because you have recommended this. I think
SOME--though not ALL--kinds of holocaust revisionism have
truth in them. The Chinese concept of yin-yang reminds us:
"There's always a bit of bad in a lot of good, and a bit of
good in a lot of bad". So even in the most evil scenarios,
can be found the seed of truth, and some goodness. To write
off anything as "all good" or "all bad" is to throw out the
baby with the bath water (so to speak).
<<
Is it so hard to label the USA. There is obviously much genius
there, but what you see from the masses is incompetence and
ignorance.. including from Dubya. How can the country possibly
work? Yet it does... at least it did.
>>
I feel your pain. : b
<<
Could it be that there is a conspiracy among a bunch of evil
geniuses to keep the masses ignorant yet wildly spending?
Could it be that the elite get a good education at good
schools and are privy to the truth while the rest attend
misinformation centers designed to turn their brains to junk
food craving mush? Is Rush Limbaugh part of the continuing
diseducation program?
>>
I believe human nature to be greedy and insecure is more than
enough to create conspiracies AUTOMATICALLY and
SUBCONSCIOUSLY...without the need for any master minds behind
the scenes. What real master minds do exist, are only taking
advantage of raw material that is abundantly
available...which some refer to as "bull shit". There are TRUE
conspiracy theorists, and FALSE theorists. Watch out for the
ones who take a kernel of truth, and pervert it to foment
violence and oppression of decent groups of people...by
playing up on the masses' fears of "alien invasions". And of
course, dumbing down our education system is a great way to
have more-compliant "sheeple".
<<
What does it take to wake them up? One day we see on tv that
Saddam welcomes the inspectors, the next day he refuses them.
The next day he welcomes them. This kind of information must
be of some purpose other than to inform the masses. Is it part
of the control?
>>
I put my faith in spiritual forces, that know best what's
really going on. As far as I know, it is the ONLY 100%
always-reliable source of information...if you are tapped into
the right channel. And I believe I am (scuse my hubris). The
MOST IMPORTANT THING for us to do, is to first always remain
calm...take a deep breath if we have to...and let the cards
fall where they may. As each crisis passes, you will become
aware that you are protected, and enabled to participate in
some aspect that contributes to setting the world in a better
direction. Whether you work on a very local basis (such as
hospice care) or on a global basis (such as hacktivism); it's
all equally valid and vital.
In fact, by being a good friend to me, you are helping further
the cause of gay rights...as you provide friendship and a
warm place in the heart of a very important activist. It is
just your nature: you can't HELP but be an asset wherever you
are. I see no need for you to worry about finding a
meaningful role in society. You are ALREADY THERE, by your own
awareness, and devotion to others (husband, family, etc.).
Things WILL fall in place quite fast-enough for both of you. I
think it's very important for you at this time, to focus on
the stability of your relationship, working out Terry's
immigrant status and other family needs.
There may be a tendency for you to become emotionally
overworked, wanted to do something NOW, and see everything
change NOW. This is a form of escape fantasy, when reality
just comes on too strong to absorb all at once. First 9/11,
then your taking up roots, traveling around, and finally
settling down in Canada...but still, Terry's situation w/his
heart causes serious anxiety. So I see your role at present,
as anchor for your mini-social unit ("family"), the person who
is key to healing the group and everyone moving in a great
direction. In fact, I see your lovely family as a great
addition to the world of activists...and I am sure all parties
will achieve great deeds in the name of compassion.
<<
I taught on an Ojibwa reservation for a couple of years. One
of the young men dressed like a girl, acted like a girl, hung
around with the girls and wore a pillow so that he appeared
pregnant. This seemed to be accepted by the community. Why
can't we be more accepting of differences among us? What
survival value does intolerance provide? Admittedly, the
young man's lifestyle might result in fewer babies born, but
in an overpopulated world that is no great problem.
>>
I played with dolls and doll houses too, when a kid. My dad
wanted to stop this, but my Mom intervened. I had serious
illnesses as a kid, and so was isolated from sports and
similar "guy" activities. I found playing with dolls a fun way
to play out fantasies that were not available to me in my
isolated little lonely world. Playing with dolls is not
necessarily "feminine", but an excellent way for tots' minds
to grow...as they use their imagination to send these dolls on
adventures.
I would like to hear more about your time on the reservation.
What else impressed you? Are you part native yourself? I lived
on an Indian reservation up in northern South Dakota, way back
in 1971. I was a student archaeologist, on a summer dig.
I just downloaded "Protocol of the Elders of Zion", and will
read it over the next few days...and get back to you on this.
Much good fortune to you and loved ones, as always!
Your e-pal, Zeke.
---
"The most radical political action anyone can
take these days: teach yourself how to hack...
then teach it to all your friends."
- Mighty Mouse Virus
www.gay-bible.org/write/3_security.htm
---finis (more to come? quite possible; stay tuned)